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Ahh pains, when you hold us!

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Yesterday: Saturday, beautiful day, not too much sun, a little wind, the perfect day for shopping, for the young lupus completely broken that I am. Direction the Four Times Shopping Center in La Defense, in addition there was not a lot of people, it's top shopping without jostling, except perhaps at the H & M swimwear department: 9 € a top and a bottom! But I have not cracked. A few purchases and 2h later, Claudia was no more!!! I exceeded my "daily market quota", the famous 2h. Pain in the feet, calves, thighs, lower back, back, arms, forearm, shoulders, in short nothing escaped. But I wanted to persevere, or rather abuse, and I stayed 1h more: 1h of self torture. Where I really regretted not being back? When leaving the Castorama of the Four Times, the vigils prevented me from going out, because according to them I opened and stole a pack of screwdrivers. Oh my god I wonder how I did to stay calm, because that kind of accusations to the con, I usually get carried aw...

Fatigue on the horizon!

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I am a student, I work at night for the town hall of my city, with kids in "school failure". In 2 weeks, Saturday, May 29, we have a party, a kind of carnival, where we are supposed to parade, dance, walk in the streets of the city, from 12h to 19h. Big problem: how am I going to do? How can I keep more than 1 hour to walk? From experience, I know it's useless to talk to my boss, because I work with one of my friends, who was supposed to know since 2002, when I told him about it, that I suffer from an LED. However, she "forgot" it, and when it was about a month ago she asked me what I had in the face (mask of the wolf), and that I replied that it was a lupus, she looked surprised that I did not speak to her before. Thank you for being my friend, it's great (pseudo) yupi friends! So talk to the superior, even if I get along well, so that he understands nothing: no thank you. People in general react to me as my father: According to him, I am in good health bec...

Back from holidays

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How beautiful and magical these holidays! No problem, no confusion, and a pretty destination! Departure in the evening by car from the Paris region, for an arrival on Toulon early morning, to take the ferry that was to take me to Corsica: Everything went absolutely well, the road is long (+/- 800 KM) but arrived at km 400 problem! problem! The speeds of my car have begun to let go. The 5th is in neutral, the 4th, does not want to engage lol and speeds are "wedged" without being fully engaged. Super hard of them pass, had to do both hands while trying not to break the box! It would have been more than tragic there. I arrive somehow on the boat after having traveled 350kms like that. Leaving the boat it took me 15 minutes to put the 1st and so good!  On Ajaccio, once installed, I call my assistance that sends me a tow truck right away. Super bad guy, who tries to make me believe that it's my clutch that has let go, and there, the bums start! We take my car to Volkswagen, wh...

Not easy back to school

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Back to school after the holidays was not easy! I missed a lot of my blog, and also my facebook page. In fact, I'm pushing, suddenly, I'm sick H24. For 1 month, I did not stop coughing, coughing. Accompanied by fever (once a week, it's accurate lol) and cramps with or without fever. Currently, the cough is almost gone, the fever less rarely (once a month), but the pain is more present than ever. About once a week I am stuck with pain, I can not even move a finger! If I lie down, only I can not get up. If they help me up, I walk like a granny, step by step, back all bent and it's far from glamorous!  And it's a big vicious circle: I lie down to rest, but the more I rest, the more it gets worse. On the contrary, if I try to move, walk, it passes over the hours alone. But you have to have a lot of courage to get up and move while suffering martyrdom. And if no one sees that I am alone, in my room, in the vegetable state that does not move, well I can spend 24 hours wit...

Interview With Carenity

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The Lupus is a chronic disease in which, for some unexplained reason, the immune system defense cells attack the patient's body. The symptoms vary according to the individual and are multiple: fever, tiredness, pains, disturbances of the vision, nephropathy, swelling of the joints, cutaneous plates with crusts. This week Claudia, a member of the Lupus community, is giving us a hand and telling us about her daily struggle with the disease. She is also the editor of a  blog on Lupus, entitled "Lupus sucks", on which she testifies of her experience.  Here is an interview with me with the Carenity Blog. Good reading! Your daily life with lupus Carenity: Hello! Can you introduce yourself in a few words? Lupus interview: My name is Claudia, I'm 26 years old. In a relationship for 8 years, I am today the happy mother of a 3 months old baby boy. I am currently looking for a job in the field of Communication. Carenity: When have you been diagnosed with lupus? How did it go? L...